Posted 13 April 2003 - 12:37 PM

Fiona, my precious Fiona,How could something so tiny teach me so much?? She taught me what it is to truley trust someone, (placing her). To make the ultimate sacrifice in the name of Love. She has taught me how to be strong through the pain, but to let it out. She has taught me to let my guard down, and to let others help me up. She taught me to feel emotions, not just play them. To show emotion, not hide it. She taught me that I am never lonely, there is always someone there. She taught me to be me, no matter what. She taught me what it is to be "grown up" because I was forever a child. and most importantly, She taught me how to be happy. Before her I was a wreck, emotionally, socially etc. But now, I feel I can say no, I can cry with no regrets, I can express myself the way I need to.I can honestly say that for the first time in as long as I can remember, I am truley happy with me. I am not happy because I am with a really cute guy (I am single), I am not happy because I am popular, I am not happy for anyother reason, except that I am proud to be where I am at. There is nothing in my life at this moment to be ashamed of. I am happy because there is nothing to hide.So thank you my precious, Precious Fiona. I will forever love you.-Angel